i want to knife a bitch.

i don't understand. will there be a time when i'm finally surrounded by level-headed adults? i feel like i keep getting older, but the people around me keep staying the same age. if you're in your mid-twenties, doesn't that mean you're old enough to take responsibility for yourself and not be a self-centered dick? i mean, really. it's not that hard. just stop acting like you're constantly the victim and everyone's out to get you. start man-ing up and face the day with some dignity.

this dude i had one passionless night with actually accused me, not to my face mind you, of being a lesbian because i didn't have the sex that he made no attempt to instigate with him. i mean, really, we all know that saying no is not my strong suit. the fucking nerve of him. and what really boils my blood is that he didn't even give me the slightest indication that he was anything but tickled to see me every time i ran into him. and then behind my back he acts like there was too much between us to be friends. come on, dude, grow up. grrr. when will people stop being big ol' floppity pussy lips? why can't people just be genuine? is that really too much to ask?

so of course i sent him a super bitchy message on myspace. have fun on your 15 month homeless trek to enlightenment, asshole.